cleaning up my draft

ingin ku brmanjaan dgnnya
berada dsisinya tnpa brkata
jatuh cinta brsama
tapi malangnya dia sudah brpunya
simpan saja angan ku semua
harap bersama bahgia
hilang lagi cinta xkan mnjadi
berat la hati ini dseret sendiri
tersiat dlm prjalanan ini
tumpangkn ia dlm kamu
letih dan bosan aku mnunggu
masih ada ruang kah dsitu


smallest things triggers anger when it aint in favour
it gets heavy that u cnt push it away
u try to keep it cool
keep it low but it wont move
u try to put it to an end
but those idiots keep digging it all out
tell me then,
how do u move on?


aku masih menagihkan cintamu
ya aku baru menyadarinya
aku masih inginkan mu
aku belum sedia untuk melepaskan mu


never expect much
but never is a sin to hope and to wish
like closing own door
killing every chance of a change
in need of faith
protection from heartless points
when the past haunts u down
u close ur eyes chanting it aint happening again


shattered dreams
heart pinned to the ground
he wanted love badly
but he took it lightly
5 years of admiration dries up in a year
she was near but ever too far to hold
gripped on his words not promises
chants nor spells would replace her lost soul


lying alone in the night
trying to make it thru w/o u by my side
i remembered the warmth of ur love
that helped me move on
healing my heart when urs wasnt
i want to keep u mine
so dont go away
even if ur just a phase
i want to cherish every second being with u

yes i know im lame
and pathetic