at the mushroom / round table

so after izza got her surprise last night, mine was this evening.

i couldnt believe my eyes when my brain was processing each word.

its funny how u can feel the energy and emotions by reading few words.

and sometimes nothing comes out of it.

i dont know, maybe the emotion by the other party was there

but we've been too far too long that i didnt feel it.

its not anyone's fault, its nature, people grow up

tend to make decisions and choices that we hope is the best for us.

and come to one point where u cant turn back.

im not in the right position to say much bout it.

coz it wasnt about me, it was about my closest friends

but for me to hope for history in the near future

is like hoping for me to fall into a sea of sharks.. or snakes =/

it wont happen and i wont let it happen.

"a pen is mightier than a sword, u dont abuse it"- malique

shall we wash our hearts and minds with words of apology,

while the cut was deep and hard to forget,

we reminisce and get together again,

let our secrets spill at the round table,

sharing emotions and making new memories,

careful now fools,

dont be tempted by the laughs that u hear 

for its the grudge that u dont listen to. ---> just playing with my words, no harm intended