Biggest Mistake.

.. was choosing you. We had nothing in common, and its not like you accepted me for being who I am. yeah I know you miss 'the old me', the one that you met. But that wasn't me. Wasn't even the half of me. I just wanted to experiment with myself, to see how far can I go handling something so foreign.

Thank God for the sweet memories and good things that came out of it. but mannn. I still wish I didn't choose you.

You took me in, took care of me. with an open arms. but when I did something wrong, you disgraced me. where did the care went?

and I guess I did sense that things wouldn't work out. somehow. so I started to act up. doing things you would hate. things that would make you pissed at me.

things that I actually like to do. things that I needed. still need.

you don't have the rights to tell me to change.

you don't have the rights to point out my flaws.

coz, you were just a phase.

coz, I love my flaws.

it differentiates me.

and I love being different.

I won't blend in.

not for anyone else.

nor for any other institute.

and if you you you and you got a problem with that.

say it TO MY FACE.

don't go all kindergarten with me.

GROW UP AND GET A FUCKING LIFE.

I am growing horns on my head

so you best be on your good behaviour,

no attempts to bring me down

coz I will throw you into the fire.

Wearing those white cloth

makes you an angel, you think?

well now aren't you full of yourself, darling,

I am going to make you sink.

You can memorize and get translations

but what good they will be

if it gets you confused

on how the real world could be.

So please stop fooling yourself

and posting labels on people

coz obviously, you don't own

a truthful good old mirror.

*this ain't for you only, but its also for those who had or didn't have the time to get to know me, but still have something against me. Cheers haters!