Dissolve.

"Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life, that you expect it to always be there, because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it’s so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you’re happy."- 412, Resolve.


I've been walking for miles
under my feet the burden piles
yet the burning sensation gives me smiles.

The ground infront cracks open
my steps become frozen
the sure sight of my future was broken.

I grabbed for bone-chilling air
can't breathe in a strange affair
my lungs collide in the midair.

Floating, my legs no longer bound
soaring, I no longer need the ground
gaining, my soul is calm, no longer unsound.

this is my happiness

in the shadows of destruction

among the broken dreams

clasping wishes of the forgotten

one would think

i only bleed in the dark

into the death, i wink

breaking into cemeteries;

leaving my mark

in the brightest days

i am burnt by the rays

in every possible ways

yet the torturing joy stays

i need not to be saved

quod ibi lux ex tenebris