Contradicting, much?

From now on, I'm taking a break from getting to know new people. or to stay in contact with those vicious ones. Start with self-healing, self-finding and find the happy elements in me. Why should I depend on others to make myself happy? plus they have their own issues to be dealt with.

Believe in not those who keep convincing that they have no bad intentions, but those who prove it and aren't confused with their soul. I feel like I need a new beginning. A new environment, please? would definitely love that. will they give me a third chance if they knew how I feel?